Today has come
Yesterday has gone
Tomorrow will be
Fear is torture
The unknown is dark
Light is wished upon
Drip, drip, drip
At first it was nothing
Then the down pour came
My once dry skin was now trying to be my rain coat
The rain slides down my skin effortlessly,
Looking for a way to penetrate me
I am not perfect
The rain finds its way in,
It chills me to the bone
The gusts of wind that follow,
Torment my already shivering capsule
I can only be so strong
The thunder booms,
Vibrating within me
Flashes of light are all around me
I try to pick them out,
They are too quick and unpredictable
I cannot always distinguish be
Her body restless
Her mind wondering
The clocks are ticking
Tears are dropping
Her sheets fall
The door opens
She looks in the bathroom mirror
Her reflection a shadow
She opens her mouth
Nothing comes out
Not one sound
She isn't capable of sharing
Sharing it with the world
Her heart pounding
She reaches into the drawer
Grabs a hold of her future
Holds her breath
With one swift movement
She quenches her urge
I was thrown off a ledge by the hands of truth,
Tumbling towards the valley of awakening.
When I stopped, I listened to what was around me.
A humble breeze presented itself to me.
While along the horizon a darkness began to gather,
The soothing breeze then became a mighty wind.
Standing there I tried to hold my ground.
As I noticed that the darkness was heading my way,
I panicked and looked for the cover I would never find.
Curled up pulling myself inward, I shut my eyes against the wind.
Images started to force their way into my conscious thoughts,
They caused me to relive my experiences as though they were new.
The sun hid behin
I have fallen again
In yet another hole
This hole is deep
Deeper than any before
I start to panic
I claw at the dirt walls
Gazing up at the light above
I realize I may not get out
My breaths are heavy
They come in quick bursts now
I cry, scream, try to climb
My head spins as I fall down again
The light above is getting dimmer
It is shrinking back into the distance
It is withdrawing into the world I left
Leaving me in this darkness, alone
I stop for a moment
I try to catch my breath
I look around me
I try to find something, anything
The darkness now comes
It has been awaiting my return
It has filled in the gaps
The gaps
Today has come
Yesterday has gone
Tomorrow will be
Fear is torture
The unknown is dark
Light is wished upon
Drip, drip, drip
At first it was nothing
Then the down pour came
My once dry skin was now trying to be my rain coat
The rain slides down my skin effortlessly,
Looking for a way to penetrate me
I am not perfect
The rain finds its way in,
It chills me to the bone
The gusts of wind that follow,
Torment my already shivering capsule
I can only be so strong
The thunder booms,
Vibrating within me
Flashes of light are all around me
I try to pick them out,
They are too quick and unpredictable
I cannot always distinguish be
Her body restless
Her mind wondering
The clocks are ticking
Tears are dropping
Her sheets fall
The door opens
She looks in the bathroom mirror
Her reflection a shadow
She opens her mouth
Nothing comes out
Not one sound
She isn't capable of sharing
Sharing it with the world
Her heart pounding
She reaches into the drawer
Grabs a hold of her future
Holds her breath
With one swift movement
She quenches her urge
I was thrown off a ledge by the hands of truth,
Tumbling towards the valley of awakening.
When I stopped, I listened to what was around me.
A humble breeze presented itself to me.
While along the horizon a darkness began to gather,
The soothing breeze then became a mighty wind.
Standing there I tried to hold my ground.
As I noticed that the darkness was heading my way,
I panicked and looked for the cover I would never find.
Curled up pulling myself inward, I shut my eyes against the wind.
Images started to force their way into my conscious thoughts,
They caused me to relive my experiences as though they were new.
The sun hid behin
Heaven's gates wont open up for me
It's only to hell that I hold the key
Broken down
My knees hit the ground
Why is it darkness that I've found?
Taken from that God-filled place
Thrown away in disgrace
The fallen angel
The tear filled sky
Death, my only lullaby.
Drops of liquidized salt crash barriers
Ironic realizations seep through gauze
Eight days past a happy moment
Millions of seconds before recovery
Weights crash through her shoulders
Down the drain of a rusted out shower
Heated so deeply she couldn't stop the shivers
Melted skin was a soothing remedy
The steam fogged her senses
Built an invincible army of minuscule guarding droplets.
These fathering guards blocked out feelings of
Loneliness
Betrayal
Angst
Hurt
Self-pity
And Self harm.
She couldn't stop herself
She had outstanding feelings for that tyrannical being
She drew up a letter of loss
A letter of her own s
Why does this always seem to happen?
It all seems so right then it turns so
Wrong.
I'll have the time of my life, I think
Nothing can bring me down for once. Then
Crash
I can't see what's right in front of me,
I can't tell what happens in plain sight.
Aching.
That's all I seem to be feeling
When I'm all alone and I can cry.
Pride.
That's what keeps me from showing my true feelings
And not falling apart in front of those who need me.
Sisters,
My friends. They're not friends, they're sisters.
And brothers, don't get me wrong.
Depending.
They depend on me to catch them id they fall.
I seem to be the only one who can.
Strengt
I Am Your Shield by TalhinxovxL3v1tat10n, literature
Literature
I Am Your Shield
Your heart beats
And I am wounded from those who seek to harm you
A shield
I am yours
A protection
Paint my heart with your beautiful hands
I will preserve your innocence, I will be your protector, your armor, your shield
I hold your heart with hands that will never fail you
I am your shield
Do you hear the screaming,
like I do?
Laced with agony,
adorned with misery,
and dripping with pain.
It's the children-
the young and the unborn.
It's the women-
the pregnant and the aging.
It's the men-
the "tough" and the abused.
I can't explain
the crippling claw that clenches my lungs. The tears building up, blurring my vision and leaving burning trails down my cheeks. The dry heaving. The sobs. The dizziness. The absolute, unrelenting horror that makes my heart ache and my head throb.
You either know it,
or you don't.
Beg,
pray,
plead
that you n
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